Ten Years ago I picked out a card for you.
It was the last one that you would ever get from me.
I'm not sure what the reason is, but lately I have been thinking about you more and more.
Last night I cried, I mean, really cried for you.
There are a lot of days when I wish you were here.
I wish you could see my children, the house I live in, talk shop or politics with me.
You always knew what made me tick, even without me saying anything.
You could usually tell by my voice if i needed my "old man".
I think i miss you so much lately because I feel like I do need you.
I need a different perspective on a lot of things.
I need a laugh, maybe even a drink with you.
I miss that. Miss sitting on a patio just gabbing, having a Brown Cow and watching the people go by.
Today it would be different because, well, because I don't really drink anymore.
You would say: "Come on J.L. Relax, have a drink"
It would make me smile...
I miss you Dad.
I just wanted to tell you that.