many moments like this...
And not enough of these ...
All because of him....
I can only hope and pray that the anger that he is obviously feeling towards me will soon fade.
I never want him to feel misplaced.
I tell him I love him as often as I can, But his kisses aren't coming very freely to me right now
I'm having a harder time making him laugh and smile.
I feel like I have failed him in some way.
He doesn't understand why I have a new baby attached to me almost 24/7.
He is starting to hit and get a little possessive and I am struggling to find my way without losing control or becoming angry myself.
No one ever said this job is easy.
It WILL work out. Their love will grow. They will be friends. M will remember how much he loves to kiss and hug his Mommy. You haven't failed him, you've given him a gift. One that will last his LIFETIME! xoxo
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