Todays random thoughts

• Feeling guilty for not wanting to go to the park and taking numerous car trips to stores to wander instead.

• Busy trying to organize every ones closet with their summer clothes so I won't have to search for anything in 4 weeks.

• Trying to decide on a name for this new guy. Needs to be a strong traditional or semi traditional name. Suggestions?

• Trying to make my ensuite bathroom "pretty" with curtains and nice containers to put all my crap that I won't be using for the next year in.

• Wondering what the heck that rash is on the back of M's neck is? Did I poison him?

• Wondering if I'll be able to breastfeed again and for how long?

• Wondering how I am going to take off this 50 pound weight gain.......seriously.......chubby wubby was not a bear.....chubby wubby is me. I hate my self right now. (read I hate the way I look right now)

• Wishing Kurt and Dad could meet M and this new little one....

• Hoping that this one will sleep better, and that I will too.

• Wondering what he will look like.

• Wondering if I sound as bad as I think I do when I am grunting whilst trying to get up of the floor.

• Wondering if posts like this are acceptable...........g'night